縱貫線

today we are going to head to the 縱貫線 concert in Vegas.  Hopefully it will be good.  The four cats are all very talented except for one, 周華健is more of just a singer and nothing else, but don't get me wrong, he is talented as well, just don't as talented as the others IMO.

A few of us got together and dined at Akasaka last night.  I couldn't help but notice that the topics covered in a smaller group is almost always more serious than when done in a bigger group.  And since I am a little kid who hates the BS(though I have been crowned many times as the BS king...), I prefer small groups over big groups.  

Same thing for friends,  having a few close ones are far better than having a lot who only pretend that they care when they really don't.

I realize it is not that I feel "more comfortable" in small groups, but I despise wasting time in groups where the conversation surrounds by irrelevant fake talks.

That is when I keep my mouth shut and figure out when to make my exit without making a scene.  Either that or I am just thinking(about when to disappear).

It is a weird feeling that when you are surrounded by a large group of people, yet you feel like you are at a different world without any real ties to any of the people around you.  So the feeling is not a "I am part of the group" kinda feeling, but more like "an outlier" in statistics terms.

Here I am, in the wee hours yet have all these crazy ideas jumping around in my head.  Since childhood(a term I didn't know I would be using until...recently) I realized I tend to do a lot better in the morning regardless of what it was I was doing.  So I usually try to spend my AM hours wisely, and after work I just relax and put on my funny hat to release the stress within me.

PM hours is never the time for me to "work" on anything I consider important unless I really have to.  I rather just let ideas simmer a bit and if it is important enough I am sure it will hit me in the morning or later on in life.

I also realized my pattern of life is very different from most people I know.  But it is something I am very used to since I was very little.  For starter I write with my left hand, of course there are many lefties in the world, but I have not met any who ONLY write with the left hand but do everything else with the right hand, such as using chopsticks; shooting bballs, holding the badminton raquet and etc.

I wake up really early (5 or 6ish without alarm clock) and sleep earlier than most people as well(usually around 11:30).

Ooh, time to get ready for Vegas, I am ready for concert, and I am ready for Joel Robuchon.